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Why are you so far away from me?

I need help, and you're way across the sea.

I've been feeling a bit more.... Longing???? I dunno why or how, but its like I'm reaching for something I can't even see or grasp. Not necessarily in a bad way, though. Kinda like a yearning. Yearning is a really fucked-up feeling, especially when you have not a thought in your head about what you yearn for. Love???? Idk.

Fuuuuuuck I wish something lesbian will happen to me I am so starved.

I'd do anything for any girl to like me. IDC if they are an asshole. I don't wanna have to initiate it though, because SHE BETTER ASK ME FIRST! I am such a sapphic girlfail. Oh my god.